i noe it was my fault
its hard to even believe
that i told you its over
that you should actually leave
cause i still loved you
in every single way
i've never let you go
i really want you to stay
but i've made that mistake
i told you to go away
it broke my heart a million times
in every single way
you occupy my mind
and i see you in my dreams
i miss you so much
it's been a billion years it seems
you seem so distant
you're so faraway
the distance's getting bigger
by every night and day
it really hurts me deep
when we can't even be friends
it's like since its over
that's the very end
i really miss you lots
so much it hurts my heart
i really want you back
i never wanted to part
but now i know i can't
cause it's simply just too late
cause your heart's with someone else
or maybe it's just fate
but why is it so difficult
to just let you go
when you so very easily
just left me long ago
as much as i want to be with you
i know there's no such thing
cause if your heart's with another
then there's no use trying
so now i'm giving up
or at least i'm trying to
i've hurt myself this once
again i'll never do

*ihateeverythingaboutyou__
but istill lorveyew.